Maybe go out to bars and see what it felt like to 'be myself', I guess.Ugh.Not long after I found out about masturbation, and then the internet, I discovered stories describing BDSM relationships, and it resonated somewhere deep inside of me. I wanted to be a dominant. I wanted control. But that inequality was so alien to how I was raised that I felt tremendous guilt about it and never told a soul about my desires. The guilt, however great, never stopped me from fantasizing. If I was going to turn over a new leaf, and try to be open and truly honest with my potential partners, I needed to acknowledge this part of me. Let it out, and learn how to engage it.Suddenly I realized what was so terrifying about being myself. I was petrified about letting the dominant part of me out. What if they thought I was sick. What if they laughed. Worst of all, what if I hurt somebody? Jesus. That would destroy me.But I was stuck on the horns of a dilemma. I couldn't go back to how I was, that way led. To help him out, I placed his hand over my clitoris. I don't think he knew what it was. For fun, I reached over and squeezed his hard-on. He flinched and started to deep kiss me. I broke away from his lip-lock and asked him if he had a rubber. He didn't. I did, and I slipped it on him. Then I let him mount me. I had to insert his penis. On his own, I don't think he ever would have found the mark. And let me tell you, the front seat of a floor-shift car is not the most romantic place in the world to relinquish your virginity. It went pretty much as I thought it would. After two or three strokes, my Lothario shot his load. I didn't see stars or hear bells ringing. We cleaned up; I rearranged my clothes and stuffed my bra in my purse. Then he took me home. I never went out with him again." That didn't sound like a lot of fun," I said."It wasn't. What was fun though, was being in control. I like that. Men believe that women are the weaker of the sexes, but that's a.
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